Silence

November 16, 2008 at 1:34 pm (The Present: Chapter 3) (, , , , , )

Hello. My name is Jordan.

I just made the biggest mistake of my entire life last night.

I slept with a friend of mine last night… And it wasn’t my significant other.

I cannot even begin to describe the shame I feel right now. What have I done? What the hell have I done? I’ve just risked the most important thing in my life.

We were so drunk… It was as though I was watching myself do all these things from the outside.

What the hell have I done?

I want to die. I will never be able to have the same respect for myself again.

What do I do now?

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