These lights aren’t from the sun
Good day today… Watched my favorite movie, Moulin Rouge, with my aforementioned friend. It was great… What confuses me now is why I can’t shake the desire to cut tonight. I need to fill a gap that’s not there — that shouldn’t be there. One that should be filled from a day gone well. I fear that down here in these ruins I’ve delved into, even the sun cannot see me…
I need to feel the pain… but I’m not hurting today, so why? Where could this dark desire be coming from?
Just hide under the sheets, Jordan… Sleep will bring salvation tonight…
